now i have been infected by all kinda deranged stuff lyk... emotions,,,,psylogics(you may call it havin psychedelic virtues of life).,,sometimes lyk to have a gothic identity
..,,questions involving shiva's appearances... nataraja's postures ...budhha's silence and hell lot of art reciding inside my head..................
" shiva's appearance"............ what a creature.....now, people only know him because he is a"" god of destruction""...and they pray him....
....but it,s morethan that. i pray too.....but there is still a magentism by which i often gets attracted to him.....dont know whats it..........
..is that the elevation of my imagination....if it is........then why am i pretending ?
but thing i know....... shiva created hashish.... (enhances psychoactivations)...i mean what kinda man.......behind all those drug creations....but then that "tandava"..symbolises uniqueness in agression...and most part when i listen to some musicians involve "shiv odysseys" in their sounds.....i have seen priests...
........ monks..half painted in orange.......braided hair..( hehe..there was a time when i used to get scare of them)......but they now inspires me......
((oh puhleez i'm not telling i got inspirations to live my whole life naked and search for truth of life)).................but that is something I would lyk to call as "INEXPRESSIBLE"....
Inexpressible............. is it a right word..........."expressions that cant be expressed"...........our language is limited mann.......it doesnt provide us wid this facility.....how weak we humans are !!!
or "INVISIBLE" ...would be right ....
but expressions are visible................
but if i talk about expressions i get carried away by those "kathakali plays"...oh man that demon...that make up ....that gesture....& ofcourse those body movements and face EXPRESSIONS.......man!!! what a peice of art, how easily they can EXPRESS .................huh paradox........... sumtimes EXPRESSIBLE and sumtimes..................
may be expressions come into play wid whole set up.............
WHO WE ARE ?????
rather who am i ??..........i like to burn in SILENCE.........it,s a very crowdy place.......
& sometimes it shouts at me......thousands of thoughts and helix of perceptions that will always remain with me.......but i love them all .....cause they are the only things THAT I HAVE.......
..... and they are .......................hmmmmm..........BEYOND VISIBLE .........
why am i embracing this.... silence ........cause i want this world to move faster than it,s usual ?????
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